07 November 2007

Hate the Game?

I've been out of the improv loop for at least 6 months now...and I'm not sure that I hate it. I love performing so much, but I can't stand the average improvisor: preening, scowling, high-school-cliquing around. Cute Boyfriend does one show a week (well, two including his sketch show, which just closed a run at the Apollo), a pub quiz and poker on Tuesdays, and avoids all other contact with 'imps. I dropped off my former all-lady team (too much estrogen in one group) and haven't auditioned or performed since.

I took a few classes at a different theater and an internship to pay for them, but it wasn't fun. The shows were soft-edged, Urban-Outfitter faux edgy, and the people running around backstage were unpleasant.

Maybe it's my job, maybe it's just a side effect of living in a big city, but I'm so damn tired of thoughtless people. I've done my share of bitching on this blog about...um...everything; perhaps it all boils down to manners. I cannot stress enough how much manners matter to me. at some point, shouldn't people outgrow the narsissim of their youth? Stop gossiping and start appreciating each other? I can't say I'm the best example...meh.

The fact is, I miss being on stage with people I adore, and doing shows without chatterboxing after. Just enjoying good work, making each other laugh, and being content. If I had the balls, maybe stand-up would be more my game. At this point, I'd be happy just to watch a show with all strangers in the audience...

3 comments:

Jesse said...

Poetry.

There's drama. But at least you own your own performance.

-Jesster

Dennis Frymire said...

The reasons you list are why I've sort of gotten burned out on the Chicago improv scene...before I've even gotten really involved with it. I miss when it was just a fun thing to do.

Anonymous said...

The Chicago stand up Scene is tremendous!!!!!! Complete 180 from the improv scene you really should check out some of the great stand up shows if you havent. Off the top of my head I think The edge Comedy Club, Lincoln Lodge, That Chicago Comedy series at the Apollo and Chicago Underground Comedy are all freaking amazing. not sure if they offer open mics but you really should check them out.